rAndOm stuFfs...

i duno way lately i feel so depressed... maybe bcoz of work?? hurm... nah~ dun think so... i dun think im stressed up bcoz of dat... i messed up my own head.. i think too much, i guess... bcoz i have too many time alone by myself, eveondoe while im working, i still couldn't stop thinkin bout few stuffs dat i really wanted to avoid thinkin bout it...

this is d original translation fo tAeyang's wEdding drEss, at d end im gonna change d lyrics a bit, and messed up d song,..haha...

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and fthat this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

aNd diz is d messing up part where i believe dat d words came from my heart dat i couldn't spill it out from my mouth towards him..wish dat sumday i have d guts to say diz...sorry taeyang for ruin ur song~

I would call
but you wouldn't answer
As you’re busy, I'm more lonlier
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your text
I worry that you might ignore my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that he would hear my voice.

Baby, please don;t be selfish
Cuz you were my beloved boy
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, i’ll leave you forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The pink car dat you drove
The pink car dat you drove
The pink car dat you drove

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray he would hear my voice.

Baby, please don’t be selfish
Cuz you were my beloved boy
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, i'll leave you forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The pink car dat you drove
The pink car dat you drove
The pink car dat you drove

By all means, be happy and healthy
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, he would look at me and smile.

haha.. d title should be pink car, not wedding dress... nge~ i duno y, i really hate him for not respond my text and call at all, but im really stuck wif him.. help!!!! T_____T.. i had so many times asking for break ups, but then i duno y its kinda hard for me to not be by his side... oettokhe?? haiz... maybe im determined dat im sick n tired changing bf's evry year and wanna stick to one (which is him) till d end.. but then i dun think diz r/ship went well.. at first i thought it is, but then... haiz... ppl just changed, rite? i guess im not in his heart anymore... better i leave him before my heart gets worse... even minnie oppa can't cure me if i let diz continue for a long time... 1 month and a half is enough for me to be patient and hurting, dun think i can bare wif it anymore... hopefully he'll do sumthing fast, coz i really can't handle diz anymore T___T yeah, im singig STACY ORICO's ~ STUCK these few days, n im getting hurt day by day... haiz... y just can't i treat him like i did for my other 12 exs??