being OKU for a month.... sob sob.... part 3

3rd day being OKU,

im still not used to use only 1 hand to do my stuffs...

cant do much house chores like i used to, just can watch my elder sis doing d house chores herself....

i tried to help, but its no use using only one hand.....

T_____T

im sad, totally sad...i cant sleep last nite coz its too painful...

wanna say sorry to ikkey, i disturb his sleeping time last nite cuz i dunno wat to do...

he accompanied me till i fell asleep around 4....

tanx buddy!!!

my '2nd bro' called and pretend he's from hosp tawakkal n wanna know how's my hAnd...

nge~~ wen he mention his name, i knew already...

with the background of ppl laughing....

it was shahril, d technician guy dat didnt showed up last saturday...

they are having lunch dat time,

i know its not d same when 1 ppl not showing up to work...

its like having a big dinner with ur family and one of ur siblings not there eating together with u...

i miss my workplace already...

missed d cold environment... blast freezer... haha ..

missed eating together...

mengumpat session... hahaha....

really missed them a lot..

huhu....

my mum makin me nerves wen she told me i have to reli take care of my fingers..

if u don't take good care of ur fingers, u mite loose it one day bcoz the soft tissues wont regenerates back and making ur finger not function nmore.. do u really want plastic fingers??

wa......... mama jaat!!! huhu... it really scares me, doe...

i wanna took off this bandage and use my hand back...

really want to...