Saturday, January 30, 2010

oNe fOr me~ nice lyrics..

remember i told u im gonna write bout carl?
yeah,
he was a fwen of mine for almost 5 years..
^^

lately we're kinda close after dat person ditched me..
he once told me to leave dat person n be wif him
its just dat i couldn't do it dat time,
so does now..

he called me in d middle of d night,
out of sudden,
i dunno where did he got his hands on my number..
we usually contact using YM,
never exchanges phone numbers cuz i didnt want to..

so he called...
he asked how's my feeling dat time..
yeah..
i dunno how did he knew i really needed sum1 to talk to dat time..
he was there as usual,
to comfort me..

he asked me to listen very carefully,
as i heard the intro of the song,
i knew it already..
it was one of my fav song

oNe for Me by SHINee!!

but then i asked him y out of sudden?
he just..
'sshh... listen...'
i kept quiet n listen to d song...
at d ending there's minho rapping..
n carl suddenly follows him rapping!!!
OMG!!
i laughed so hard till i burst into tears..
its kinda funny listen to him rapping..
if only i have a recorder,
i would post it here..
*sowie carl..

its kinda sweet, yet hilarious,
but i tanked him to able to make me happy for few minutes..
^^
he said..
i know its ur fave song, babe.. but do u really know wat does it all about??
i said..
hell no.. haha *laughing
i just know the lyrics.. haven't got the time to find the translation
he replied..
babe (hate wen he calls me liddat ==!),
u told me wat makes a song beautiful is the lyrics..
so y dont u know wats d song all about?
i said..
yeah~ i did told u dat..
its just dat not every lyrics dat we get from d net goes along with the translation...
he suddenly raised his voice,
go get d translation tomolo or i wont talk to u nmore!!
tut... tut.. he hung up..

erk??
wats dat all about??
im still thinking..
till d next day wen im on9,
i realize wats d call n rapping all about..

SHINee~one for me
romanization
Bang-geum~ geunyuh junhwareul badgo saenggakee cham manha jyussuh
Ujeh~ saranghadun aeinehgeh burimbadattdae
Ji-geum~ oolmugeedun geunyul dallaejooruh gajiman nan
Nae-shim~ gibbujineun maeumeum chameum sooga ubneundeh
Nan eenareul gidaryussuh naeug-gaereul billyujoomyun noonmooreul daggajoogoh

Geunyuyeh yupeh, yungwonhee gyuteh, nae jaril mandeuluh nohgosuh
chingoo annin namjaro byunhae
seulpeumeun ubdorog jikyuhjool gurago anajoomyuh malhalguya

Jugi~ doo mooreupeh gogael pamoodgosuh ooneun geunyuh
munjuh~ joomuneeyeh sonsoogun ggunae gunneh-joogohsuh
Ijuh! ijhyuh jil guya nal miduh geuruhgeh wirohaejoogoh
ijeh~ numaneul barabwajool saram mannara haessuh
Ansseuruhoon geunyujiman geugeh du-oog yehbuh boyuh gi-uko oneureun

Geunyuyeh yupeh, yungwonhee gyuteh, nae jaril mandeuluh nohgosuh,
chingoo annin namjaro byunhae,
seulpeumeun ubdorog jikyuhjool gurago anajoomyuh malhalguya

Geutorog geuryu-on shigan, geunyuh nae poomeh gidae oolgoh itjiman
ee soongan naneun geunyul wihan
Joheun swil jariga dwaessuh (like a blanket~)
jonghyun bomyunsuh mideumeul jiwoburil soo ittgeh
deumjikgan namja dwilguya, you are the one for me!

Geunyuyeh yupeh, yungwonhee gyuteh, nae jaril mandeuluh nohgosuh,
chingoo annin namjaro byunhae,
seulpeumeun ubdorog jikyuhjool gurago anajoomyuh malhalguya

Geunyuh mamsogeh jibeul jieulrae noogoodoh boosool soo ubdorog sarangeuro
apeumee boolgo noonmoolee saeuhdo
moonuhjiji anhneun ajoo teunteunhan anshigchureul

Oh~ doo bun dashi neun nohji anha, heh uhjin hoo geunyuga nareul chaja
gidaryuh wattdun geunyujanha, poomeh angyuh geudaereul matgyuh naman miduh
Geu saramee nee gaseumeh namgin sarangyeh sanchuh! michuh! ijji mothal choougeul jiwoga, sarangeun sarangeuro ichyuh jyuh ga, ja ijeh nuyeh yupyeh nareulbwa

Translation
A lot of thoughts came when I picked up the phone just before.
She said her boyfriend whom she loved cheated on her yesterday
Even though I’m going to the girl who’s crying,
I can’t suppress my happiness.
I have been waiting for this day
The day I can lend her my shoulder and wipe away her tears
I want to make a place by her side, always by her side, not as a friend, but as a man
I’ll hold her in my arms and tell her I’ll protect her from sadness
Over there is the girl crying with her neck down on her two knees.
I first take out a handkerchief and hand it to her
“Forget it! You will forget it, trust me.”
I cheered you up like that
And said to find someone who’ll only look at you
She was sorry, but she looked more prettier
Definitely today more than yesterday
I want to make a place by her side, always by her side, not as a friend, but as a man
I’ll hold her in my arms and tell her I’ll protect her from sadness
The time has come
Even though she’s in my arms, crying,
It’s the time I can
Become a comfortable place for her (Like a blanket)
I’ll become a dependable man that you can look at.
You are the one for me!
I want to make a place by her side, always by her side, not as a friend, but as a man
I’ll hold her in my arms and tell her I’ll protect her from sadness
I want to make a place in her heart where no one can break into.
Even when you’re in pain or full of tears, you’ll be a strong person who’ll never fall down
*d rapping part*
Oh! Not again will we let go after being apart and her finding me
I’ll hold the girl I’ve been waiting for in my arms. Leave her to me, believe me.
That person is the one who left a scar on your heart! Crazy!
The unforgettable memories are disappearing. Love is forgotten by love.

Now just look at me standing beside you.

sowie carl,
i know i haven't reply to this..
but all i can say is dat..
no matter wat u do,
im still attached to him..
no matter wat i do..
im still thinkin of him..

yeah,
cant deny dat love is forgotten by love,
yet,
it takes time..
but i prefer not to forget this love...

u were my fwen,
he was my fwen b4 we;re together..
i just dunwanna screwed things up btwn us..
let us be fwenz forever, k?
u once said dat fwenship could last forever,
love only exist when two ppl attached to each other..
once one of them is slipping away,
it  could die at dat moment,,
treasure this fwenship, carl..
i dun wanna loose u
like i loose him b4...

2pm vs Suju?? haha... love this!!

yeah..
act i got lot of stuffs bout 2pm n suju..
nge~
lately i was so bored doin nothing at home..
and entertain myself with these variety shows..
haha..
i lurve this one...
^^

Friday, January 29, 2010

2pm vs Suju?? wow!!!

its my 50th post!!
*clap2..

to make it special,
im giving the link to a howt vids from 2pm n Suju!!!
i'd really lurves both of the groups!!
they r soooo adorable!!!
gya!!!


credits:oojinya@yt

SHINee in KL?? hurm...

yeah...
im so crazy bout minho oppa rite now!
gya~~~

i really wanna c him,
after thinkin dat its impossible to meet minnie oppa wen i saw his schedule..
hukhuk..
so im hoping for minho to come!!!
lets all vote for all 5 of them to come here in KL!!!

being OKU for a month.... sob sob.... part 7

dear bloggie,
its d seventh day today,
and im practicing typing my blog with my right hand
^^
doe its slow,
and very painful,
especially my middle finger,
but i've gotta do this..
i wanna feel my hand..
let me feel the pain,
cuz eventually the pain will goes away,
sumday,
sumhow...

i meet my 'step mum' today,
celebrate her bday together,
yeah,
again my sis being my loyal driver of the week..
and i have to treat her as well..
haha..
our fwen suddenly cancel our meeting for the last minute
so we end up eating n chatting together..
talking bout this..
n that...

i acknowledge his busy schedule,
but he still got time play RO at night..
WTF?
yeah..
i really mean it wen i text him lastime,
u should get married wif ur games so u can sleep, eat, talk to ur game 24/7
 seems like im a bit cruel,
but dats all i can say
after he makes it clear
that his game was more important than me..
haiz..
why i cant just forget bout him??
and live a new life??

Thursday, January 28, 2010

partime??

just receive the message from d tuition company..
they need teachers to teach geo n sc for pmr this sunday...
but i have no confidence to teach wif one hand...

wat will d students think?
will they make fun of me?
will they concentrate?

d paid was awesome,
but..
haiz..
really need my confidence back..
really want my hand back..

T_______T

doughnuts, anyone????

hurm...
gramps wants me to make doughnuts for him,
but sadly i couldn't send it to UKMKK..USMKK (sowie gramps)
haha..
sowie gramps...


its so easy to make doughnuts these days
as the world gettin modern,
evrything is simple n available..

wat u need is a doughnut mix dat u can easily find at the bakery shops near u..
follow the recipe,
fried it..
then,
walla~~
there u go!!
a doughnut!!
*clap2...
haha..

but wait!!
is dat all u can do??
a plain doughnut??
nah~~
babe,
its vry easy to decorate it to make it look like d ones like big apples or Krusty Kreme, etc..
u need to be creative, k?

for the glaze, u only need:-
1/3 cup butter
2 cups powdered sugar (icing sugar)
1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract
4-6 tablespoons hot water
lemon juice (optional)
how??
1-heat butter till it melt n remove from heat
2-stir in icing sugar n vanilla extract
3-stir in water, 1 spoon at time till desired consistency
there u go..
yummy ^^

or if u dont want glaze on top,
u can just try chocolate frosting..
hurm.. yummy ^^
1/3 cup butter
2 cups powdered sugar (icing sugar)
1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract
4-6 tablespoons hot water
4 ounces milk chocolate chips or semi-sweet chocolate chips
how??
its almost the same like doin d glze,
1-heat butter n choc at low heat till melt n remove from heat
step 2 & 3 is just d same ^^


u can always use the white choc, but i feel like its gonna be too sweet later..
if u wanna put the fillings inside,
if u have the piping tips (i dunno wat its called), it would be better
cuz it would be easier to 'shoot' d filling inside ^^
anymore suggestion??
u can just leave comments or email me ^^

hope u guys enjoy makin ur doughnuts!!

p:s/// dont forget to send me one, k?
=]

finally found this!!

its been a year since i have this song,
but didnt know d singer,
just d title,

沒有如果

mei you ru guo
sang by fish leong..
^__^







this is one of the song i have confidence to sing in front of other ppl..
haha..
bcoz my voice only suits Chinese songs,
if u listen me singing other song,
u'll se how terrible i am..
btw here's the lyrics..
hope u enjoy singing together!!


梁靜茹 - 沒有如果

Fish Leong - Mei You Ru Guo



如果我說 愛我沒有如果
ru guo wo shuo, ai wo mei you ru guo
錯過就過你是不是會難過
cuo guo jiu guo ni shi bu shi hui nan guo
若如果拿來當藉口
ruo ru guo na lai dang jie kou
那愛是不是有一點弱
na ai shi bu shi you yi dian ruo

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
ru guo wo shuo, ai wo mei you ru guo
真的愛我就放手一搏
zhen de ai wo jiu fang shou yi bo
還想什麼還 怕什麼 
hai xiang shen me hai, pa shen me
快牽起我的手
kuai qian qi wo de shou

有人說 
you ren shuo
世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
shi jie shang zui yao yuan de ju li bu shi sheng yu si
而是我就站在你面前 
er shi wo jiu zhan zai ni mian qian
你卻不知道我愛你
ni que bu zhi dao wo ai ni

我常說 
wo chang shuo
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
ru guo ren lei lian ai yi ge ren dou bei zi ji bang zhu
那世界末日已來到 
na shi jie mo ri yi lai dao
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天
bu xu yao deng dao di qiu hui mie diao de na tian

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
ru guo wo shuo, ai wo mei you ru guo
錯過就過你是不是會難過
cuo guo jiu guo ni shi bu shi hui nan guo
若如果拿來當藉口
ruo ru guo na lai dang jie kou
那愛是不是有一點弱
na ai shi bu shi you yi dian ruo

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
ru guo wo shuo, ai wo mei you ru guo
真的愛我就放手一搏
zhen de ai wo jiu fang shou yi bo
還想什麼還 怕什麼 
hai xiang shen me hai, pa shen me
快牽起我的手
kuai qian qi wo de shou

我常說 
wo chang shuo
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
ru guo ren lei lian ai yi ge ren dou bei zi ji bang zhu
那世界末日已來到 
na shi jie mo ri yi lai dao
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天
bu xu yao deng dao di qiu hui mie diao de na tian
別怕太快樂 別怕失去我
bie pa tai kuai le, bie pa shi qu wo

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
ru guo wo shuo, ai wo mei you ru guo
錯過就過你是不是會難過
cuo guo jiu guo ni shi bu shi hui nan guo
若如果拿來當藉口
ruo ru guo na lai dang jie kou
那愛是不是有一點弱
na ai shi bu shi you yi dian ruo

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
ru guo wo shuo, ai wo mei you ru guo
真的愛我就放手一搏
zhen de ai wo jiu fang shou yi bo
還想什麼還 怕什麼 
hai xiang shen me hai, pa shen me
快牽起我的手
kuai qian qi wo de shou

Da la da la~~

快牽起我的手
kuai qian qi wo de shou

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
ru guo wo shuo, ai wo mei you ru guo
錯過就過你是不是會難過
cuo guo jiu guo ni shi bu shi hui nan guo
若如果拿來當藉口
ruo ru guo na lai dang jie kou
那愛是不是有一點弱
na ai shi bu shi you yi dian ruo

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
ru guo wo shuo, ai wo mei you ru guo
真的愛我就放手一搏
zhen de ai wo jiu fang shou yi bo
還想什麼還 怕什麼 
hai xiang shen me hai, pa shen me
快牽起我的手
kuai qian qi wo de shou



credits:iLuVvAzNMuSicK@YT

i hAte u!!! ~ 2pm dance rehersal (damn funny!!!!)

act i was goin to search new vids from 2pm at YT,
i end up clicking this vid,
and it was hilarious!!!
haha...
u can see how d leader-shii stops and tied up his shoe laces,
and how junsu dance wrongly and being hit by nickhun-shii at 1:50
and look at JB face wen he heard them shouting..
hahahaha..




starts at 2:00 they starting to loose their concentration..
hahahaha...
i lurve TC face impression..
and junsu ask him to step away from d cam..
hahaha... WY looks fade up,
JH looks like he gave up n take off his shirt,
NK looks like a miniature!!~so cute!!
i just couldnt stop smiling..
^_______^

我很希望她快一点儿死,可以吗??

yeah,
my post this time will be a bit bitshii...
haha..
the title is already bout cursing ppl,
so y cant we continue??

我有一个朋友,
可是现在它不是我朋友。。
为什么??
因为她觉得钱是很重要,
rather than 她的朋友。。
她告诉我们的朋友我是不好人,
她是说谎者!!!
她是很讨厌!!
我不喜欢她。。
一辈子不喜欢她!!!

so dats came from my sincere heart..
hope my wish come true..
^_______^

being OKU for a month.... sob sob.... part 6

dear bloggie,
i went back to dat clinic,
guess wat?
at first he said he wants me to meet the doct in hosp selayang,
and out of sudden,
he said,


no need la,
theres nothing,
ur hand are just fine..
meet me back on sunday, okay?

wta!!!!
what d hell is he talkin bout?
then,
as im goin back,
i asked for my xray bcoz i wanna refer to another doctor later,
but then,
re refuses to gimme back my xray,
n charge me rm40
for the same medicine he gave me lastime..
haiz..

this is wat u get wen u see private doctors,
they'll said ur health is like this n dat..
then ask u to come again,
n give u almost d same thing wen u come there..
n charge u differently everytime u go..
haiz...

i was really pissed off wen he took ma fingers
n shake it...
gosh~~
only He knows how i felt dat moment..
tears almost rolling down..
but my mum was there..
n i just couldnt cry..

my other fingers can move a bit,
but i gotta bear wif d pain..
but...
my middle finger just wont move an inch wen i told him to move...
wat should i do??
go back n see d doct?
c another doct?

i just want to use my hand back..
it hurts to eat wif ur left hand
wen u see ppl around u eating with their right hand..
haiz..
i just dont have d mood to eat nmore..
its hurt..
im hurt..

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

being OKU for a month.... sob sob.... part 5

dear bloggie,
it was my 5th day being OKU,
i just couldn't sleep at night like i used to..
i just couldn't swallow the rice that i loves so much..
how am i going to live my life??

i was supposed to meet d doc today,
but the doc who treated me dat day isnt there..
will go again 2molo..
haiz..
i guess i dont need the insurance thinggy..
i just want my hand back...

listening to jay's song..
reminds me of him.. again..
yeah,
im trying to forget,
trying to let go..
请帮助我..
不知带我要该怎么办..
can u take my hands?
take me away from this miserable thinggy??

我知道我是stupid..
天天我想他。。
可是他也想我吗??
can i go tru this alone??
trapped in this room without no one to talk,
no one to chat...

yeah,
i asked too much,
did i??
hope dat i can use my hand a.s.a.p...
or else my manager wont let me go back to work..
i wanna work..
missed my workplace..

im goin crazy..
misses sum1 who never think of me since he left..
haiz..
i've gotta stop this..
have to stop this..
must stop this...

minHo oppA did it aGain!!!

in today's Go Dream Team season 2 ep3 show, the Dream Team have a match with the ski's instructor,
they have a very tight match in the beginning,
where the ace of the team,
minho oppa was disqualified at the 2nd run of teamA!!
the DT captain, Danny was doing very well today that he end up enters the final round!! *clap2..



run also did his very best today, together with jeunggi, d MB host..
gya~~
evry1 was very cute today,
especially minho oppa!!!!



oppa aimed to be with his teammates in the final round,
and he did it!!
go oppa!!!

at the end,
d last standing ski instructor fell at the 2nd last round,
where he competes with minho and run..
n dream team won again!!!

source: KBS tv

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

being OKU for a month.... sob sob.... part 4

dear bloggie,
today was my 4th day being OKU...
im still having trouble to sleep at night, have to dpends on pain killer to stop d pain..
no longer have d mood to eat...
T____T

eating with ur left hand,
using only a spoon to scoop on to ur food...
makin me feel bad...
really bad..

there's so many things i cant do by my own...
still have to dpends on my sis to do house chores...
just now we went to dat bakery shop at selayang to  find her bakin stuffs...
i saw a lot of ingredients..
im thinkin to do a lot of stuffs...
told my mum since last 2 wiks i wanna learn to make doughnuts..
like d big apples, crispy kreme, big apples...
yum... yum...
bake more muffins??
with fillings??
wah~~


im craving for doughnuts rite now... dunno y..

my dad's said no need for him to buy guitar for me,
as he scared my hand condition will worsen one day...
gosh~~
y ppl around me think -vely??
i lurve my fingers...
still want them to play piano for me..
i really wanna learn to play guitar...
dad!! pliz dun take away d guitar!!!!!!
i will be okay soon...
i hope...

i opened d bandage today~
my sis screamed when she saw d condition of my fingers..
ist dat bad??
i dont have d pix now..
bcoz just now we recorded d unfolding session,
forgot to take d pix after unfolding it...
but then..
haiz...
2 molo gonna see doctor to see whether my hand have any improvement or not..
hopefully i'll have a good news tomolo!!
^____________^

Monday, January 25, 2010

being OKU for a month.... sob sob.... part 3

3rd day being OKU,
im still not used to use only 1 hand to do my stuffs...
cant do much house chores like i used to, just can watch my elder sis doing d house chores herself....
i tried to help, but its no use using only one hand.....

T_____T

im sad, totally sad...i cant sleep last nite coz its too painful...
wanna say sorry to ikkey, i disturb his sleeping time last nite cuz i dunno wat to do...
he accompanied me till i fell asleep around 4....
tanx buddy!!!

my '2nd bro' called and pretend he's from hosp tawakkal n wanna know how's my hAnd...
nge~~ wen he mention his name, i knew already...
with the background of ppl laughing....
it was shahril, d technician guy dat didnt showed up last saturday...
they are having lunch dat time,
i know its not d same when 1 ppl not showing up to work...
its like having a big dinner with ur family and one of ur siblings not there eating together with u...

i miss my workplace already...
missed d cold environment... blast freezer... haha ..
missed eating together...
mengumpat session... hahaha....
really missed them a lot..
huhu....

my mum makin me nerves wen she told me i have to reli take care of my fingers..
if u don't take good care of ur fingers, u mite loose it one day bcoz the soft tissues wont regenerates back and making ur finger not function nmore.. do u really want plastic fingers??
wa......... mama jaat!!! huhu... it really scares me, doe...
i wanna took off this bandage and use my hand back...
really want to...

Sunday, January 24, 2010

being OKU for a month.... sob sob.... part 2

aduish.... hurm... do u need details for wat act happens????
okay... okay...



we got order for 6000 pieces of paratha by monday (tomolo 2 b axact) we just finish bout a 1000 piece dat been  packed... 2000 havent been packed, n need 3000 more.... but then d stamping machine bcomes moody n a lot of pieces being rejected... haiz... my fwen was vry tension bcoz she's d one in charge for dat machine, n i was helping her on dat moment bcoz d technician didnt came ytday...

yeah... i was a fool.. duno wat am i thinking... d machine is still on... n i tried to fix d plastic thinggy and suddenly my fingers was being pulled inside d roller... hurm... it took me bout 5 secs to tink wat to do nex.... yeah... i am a FOOL... i forgot dat d emergency button was right in front of me!!!! i pressed it, n all ppl came running after heard me screaming bcoz i duno wat to do... huhu...

my manager came... evry1 was panic... i cant pull out my hand... they took off d rolling cover n tried to take off d screw, but it wont move an inch... d manager placed a 'spanar' below d roller to relief my pain...but it wont do... d blood stopped running tru my fingers vein, it started to bcome yellow, n less than a minute it turned blue...

lucky dat d roller have another layer dat was made of some kind of fabric... they sprayed my hand wif d butter spray n tried to cut d fabric off d roller... managed to save all my fingers except d middle finger bcoz its too big, i guess???? haha...




well, finally we went to clinic n have xray... not much damage, just fractured my middle finger.. d doct ask to rest for 2 wiks, n not to move my hand at all or it wont reconnect back... my mum called ma uncle, which was a doct too... he said rest for 1 month if i reli want my fingers to be operate 100% n he don't have to cut it... haiz...

so dats d story... anything else u wanna know??

Saturday, January 23, 2010

being OKU for a month.... sob sob....

huhu... bad thing happens... yeah... i reli want holiday, rite???
nah~~ one wik holiday.. means no work!!!!! but then y am i sad????????



i nearly lost my hand... i duno wat wuz i tinkin on dat moment.... am i still depressed??? am i still tinkin bout him till i didnt concerntrate on wat am i doin on dat time????




yeah... im a fool... a fool who just cant move on... wat i hpo lAtely secretly bcomes a wish and d wish suddenly bcame true (xcept for a new bf wif mazda rx-8)... haha...

but then luckily my fingers were okay... but then d doc wants me to rest for 2 wiks, but my uncle wants me to rest for a month till it completely re-connects....

haiz... i was so touched to see evry1's trying to save my fingers out from d stampng machine... huhu... my fwen cried seeing my hand stuck in there.. and sadly, i cried when i saw her crying... huhu.
.. wat a cry baby i am... ahaks...

yeah.. will be okay soon.. just im really sad i cant help them 2molo...huhu.. poor them.. lost 1 person, means a lot of work to do 2molo... wonder wat time will thry come back.. huhu...

i pray to ALLAH dat my fingers will re-connect soon so dat i can help my 'new family' (daddy chep, 1st bro ira, 2nd bro shahril, 3rd bro dydy, younger sis fifa and d youngest one, hasanah)

sowie for so many wrong typing... im trying my best to use my left hand... luckily i can drive just now using my left hand... huhu... pray together dat i'll be okay soon, rite??

muaxxxx~~~ saranghae

Friday, January 22, 2010

sAd... totAlly saD....

huhu,... was planning to watch d legion tomolo wif ma buddy... we've been planning to see each other since  last year after 7 years didn't meet each other, just contact him tru phone....

huhu... at first i tot we're free from hell like last 2 wiks... but then.... haiz... d boss called n said he wanted d 6000 pieces by Monday!!!! we all just finish doin 2+++... he said if then he have to make us work till reach d 6000 pieces, and if necessary, we have to work on sunday!!!!

OMG!!!! SUNDAY??????????? oh pliz.... i need my sunday... d time for me to rest n do my report.... huhu... n my gmp too... huhu....

T___________T

reli pray dat they didnt took my sunday... doe friday is day off, but then... sunday... sunday.... i reli need it... i need some rest... i need a break....

Thursday, January 21, 2010

miGraiN monsoOn cOmin agAin~~~

haiz.... i duno y... felt like i lost evrything.... my confidence, my balance, my life..... it feels like its totally empty right now...

evryone in d factory seems to noticed dat im kinda different than d usual me~happy, talkative, loves to play prank on ppl, bla... bla.... but then today, its hard to hear me laughing, hard to see me smile, and a lot of yawning and rolling tears......

yeah... this thing makes me lost my mood to do anything... sleeping, eating, driving, working, bla... bla... i dont do it with all my heart... even my manager almost punch me on d face when saw me walking like living zombies in d factory just now... he said i need to wake up n back on my feet....i want to, but then i dont want to...

just leave me lidiz, can ar?? maybe this is the consequences for making 12 people suffer bcoz of me... i will be fine one day...

one thing that i hate is dat this thing also effects my head... having not enough sleep and crying all night long makes me headache... even eating 3x500mg paracetamol wont fix my head...


 wat should i do???

i wanted this to stop, i dunwana have any false hope, or anything dat makes me more miserable in d future... yeah... tanx to my dd, he brought me 'roti john' for my supper bcoz i skipped dner tonight... i shouldn't be like this, but i really dunno wat to do... was it my fault??

i dunno... one thing dat i hope is dat my head will get better soon... sowie guys i influence ur mood today... hopefully after gettin more rest tonight i should be okay by tomolo...


hopefully i can get my smile back

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

untitled................

我真地不知道该怎么办。。。。没有clue at all。。。 是我的错吗???

我的天哪!!!!请帮助我,好吗???

我的心。。。很疼。。。。如果没有心跳,我怎么了???

什么时候要be okay..... 天天我很痛苦。。。

cant do this anymore.......

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

我很想念他...... T______________T

yeah.... im finally free from stress... n living a very happy day today..... 可是,it seems like sumthing's missing.... its like a big hole inside my heart dat really hurts... 很痛。。。

its just hard to breath.... singing BLUE's famous song, 'BREATHE EASY' from morning till i reached home today... duno y... 今天我很难过。。 T______________T

haiz.... im totally depressed... *sigh.... dunO how to fix d hole.... plaster, perhaps?? or put anything inside so theres no hole anymore??? 怎么办了???没办法。。。我不知道要做什么。。我很想他。。。

wa~~~~~~~ T____________________T
i wanna cry... seriously... i hate myself.... doushite??? 为什么我爱你???为什么??为什么??am i so stupid to do that???? gosh~~~~ how i hate myself till death.....

sum1 please close this hole inside, can ar?????????????? i really need to back on my feet a.s.a.p............
seriously need dat.....

evrytime im down or lost, 他不在。。。evrytime, 他不在。。。我打点许给他, but no respone.....haiz... really dunno wat to do... pray for me to be okay soon, ya!!!
T______________________________________T

18th Jan 2010

hurm... 你们还记得吗? i tOld u gUys im gOnna bE deAd on dAt tiMe?? wEll, its nOt aCt di  'DIE' in d tErms of 'DYING', iTs juST diE bCoz of eXhAustiNg... nge~~~ =)

wEll, we eXpeCt tEnse n dIz n dAt.... bla... bla... we'D eVen hAve OT on sAt T_T.......huhu... bUT thEn, d -Ve tHings dAt wE eXpeCt bComes +ve oN dAT dAy ^^v ~~~~
d biGGeSt wOrRies is wHen hAndLing d dUmpLing maChine!!!! uRgh!!!!! u nOe wAt?? bCoz of diZ sTupid teSt rUN wE aLl hAve to b tHere at 7am in d mOrn!!!!! n d dUmpLing machiNe suDdenlY hAving bAd mOod bCoz bEing aWaken eArly in d mOrn =.=! iTs nOt bOut d macHine sEt up, bUt tHen d filLing iS tOo... hUrm.. hOw ot sAY thiS... hUrm.. iTs nOt viscous eNough... u gET wAt i mEan, rite?? sO d mAchinEs haVe leAking heRe n thEre maKing oUr heAd miserable!!!!!! n mR.rHEon (not actual name.. we just dOnt kNow hOw to pRonOunce his naMe...) hAvEn't reAch tHere... n iT wAS 9am already!!!! gya!!! im gOIn crAzee!!!!!!!!
d bOss aSked us to sTop fOr a wHile n eAt bfAst oUtsiDe... bUT hOw cAN u eAT cAlmly whEn ur maChine stiLl haVen't dOing prOperly??? so we alL rusHed eatinG naSi lEmak n baCk to wOrk,... iT wAs 9.30am tHAt tiMe... n fiNally mR.rhEon cAme.... waT a reLiEf!!!!!1 fUh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
whEn hE sEes hEr (d dUmpLing machine), hE iMmidiAtely kNew wHere's d pRob... wE all qUicklY fOlloWs hiS orDers aNd fiNaLly gETS her baCk inTo her actuAl mOod... =) tAnx to mR.rHeon, eVrytHing wAs fiXed... ^^v *thUmbs up
we'Re sUpposE to fiNish d tEst rUN at 3.30pm, bUT thEN i tHink d eXmiNers weRe satisfY anD kiNda bOring To waTch aLl of d sTuffs anD wAntEd to go bAck... haha... tHey leFt at 2.30pm... an hOur eArliEr tHan d eXpected tiMe... yes!!!!!! hahahahahaha (evil laugh)
i wAs hOpiNg to gO baCk eArlier tHan uSual timE (whIch is 6.30pm), unfOrtuNately i rEacH hOme at 7pm, almOst 12 hOurs wOrKing... haIZ...
bUT tHEn wAt mAkes me sMile is dAt d bOss aRe very satisfy wiF oUr cOoperaTion n oUr gOod-hArd-wOrk aNd gIve us oNe dAy oFf!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahha..... yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^______________________^
tAnx u gUys fOr d bIg dAY ^^
tAnx d bOss tOo ^^

Super Junior Tour in Malaysia on March 20 ^^

yeah.. my fiNgers wOnt sTop clickiNg here n tHere.... hehe... well, ytdAy i fiNally fOUnd d soUrce fOr d Super Junior The 2nd ASIA TOUR "Super Show 2" Live in Malaysia 2010!!!!







yeps... d ticKet pricE stArts fRom rm138, rm238 fOr nuMbered seAting, anD rm458 for nUmbered seAting n rOck pitt (i adViced tHat u bUy d rm458 to see tHem clEarer... =p) if u dOnt hAve d buDget, no woRries, u cAN go oUt n fiNd ursElf a telescOpe to see tHem ^^v
haha... im nOt suRe hOw lOng thEy'll be herE, lAter i'll tRy to cheCk fOr u ya!! hehe...im nOt avAilable oN dAt dAy, so im vRy sAd T______________________T
mY fWen sAid tHe tiCkets stiLl aVailabLE, bUt d BIG POSTERS FINISH ALREADY!!!!.... stilL gOt timE to Buy... d On9 tickEting is nOt avAilable rite nOw, perHaps on upcOmin' fEbruaRy thEy'll staRT selLing on9 ^^v
here are d detAils fOr d cOncert...

Venue:Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil
Date/Time:20 March 2010 (Saturday) 7pm
Ticket Prices:RM138, RM238(Numbered Seat) ,
RM458 (Numbered Seat/Rock Pitt)

Ticket Hotline
/Website
:03-20921199 (Marctensia)
www.marctensia.com

03-77115000 (Axcess)
www.axcess.com.my
   

 


韓流狂襲大馬演唱會舞臺
SUPER JUNIOR 320首次來馬開唱


韓流即將再次狂襲大馬,史上最大男子團體SUPER JUNIOR(簡稱SJ)確定于今年3月來馬開唱,為大馬哈韓族帶來他們的第二次亞洲巡回演唱會 “Super Show 2” 。
由REDSTAR PRESENTS榮譽主辦,MARCTENSIA為演唱會統籌,大馬華納音樂為唱片公司,“SUPER JUNIOR 2010亞洲巡回大馬演唱會Super Show 2”將于2010年3月20日(星期六)晚上7點假Putra Indoor Stadium, Bukit Jalil氣勢開唱。這將是SJ繼2006年担任前师兄东方神起大马演唱会嘉宾及2008年8月2日來馬參與于云頂舉辦的MTV Asia Awards 2008頒獎典禮后首次來馬舉辦大型演唱會,到時勢必載歌載舞跳躍大馬舞臺。
SUPER JUNIOR组合于2005年9月出道至今发行了19张不同的專輯,同時也在彈指間化身四个子团体- SUPER JUNIOR-K.R.Y.(成员圭贤厉旭艺声)、SUPER JUNIOR-T(成员利特希澈强仁神童晟敏银赫)、SUPER JUNIOR-M(成员韩庚始源东海厉旭圭贤周觅Henry)、SUPER JUNIOR-Happy(成员利特艺声强仁神童晟敏银赫),并同时进军不同领域如中國、臺灣及日本等市場,和谐的和声及合唱也都廣受各界好評。
另外,SUPER JUNIOR在早期的舞蹈编排上偏屬嘻哈舞蹈表演,演艺生涯里也少不了B-boy斗舞和表演。他们的舞风大致上可称为街舞,编舞主要是嘻哈成分,像poppingwavingslidingliquid dancing,尤其他们的亮点“泡泡糖摇滚”混合舞如《Miracle》和《宝蓝色》更被特別關注。
SUPER JUNIOR剛于2009年3月12日发行他們的第三張專輯《Sorry, Sorry》, 專輯在預購周就已超過150,000張。他们在這張專輯中改走成熟风的造型,由少年走向男人。主打歌《Sorry, Sorry》也讓他们首次登上 Hanteo榜单的第一名,并在近年內以狂風掃落葉的姿態橫掃亞洲各大頒獎典禮的組合、人氣、歌曲等無數獎項,除了人氣賣氣極速躍升外,也頻頻受邀出國演出。
在這之后,SUPER JUNIOR已全力展開他們的第二次亞洲巡回演唱會“Super Show 2” ,而REDSTAR PRESENTS與MARCTENSIA也在第一時間邀請SUPER JUNIOR來馬開唱,一解本地哈韓族期盼一睹SJ live演唱會的渴望與憧憬。另外,這一次的SJ首次大馬演唱會勢必可以掀起星馬一代的韓流風熱潮, SJ成員也將各顯所長,于演唱會中展現最精湛的歌舞技與讓人嘆為觀止的動作演出。
118日金河廣場6樓預購會送限量版大型海報
為了讓SJ迷提早購買最好的位置,貼心的REDSTAR PRESENTS 與MARCTENSIA也特別準備了500張限量版大型海報回饋樂迷。凡在2010年1月18日(星期一)上午11點開始,至1月29日(星期五)期間親臨金河廣場6樓T-Hop潮流地帶(Greenbox Karaoke前面)的售票柜臺預購2張演唱會門票即可獲贈“SUPER JUNIOR 2010亞洲巡回大馬演唱會Super Show 2”演唱會限量版大型海報一張,以此類推,送完為止。
演唱會票價分別為RM138, RM238(對號入座)及RM458(對號入座或搖滾區)。
所有粉絲若想共襄盛舉,親身一睹SUPER JUNIOR難得來馬開唱的現場魅力,即日起即可撥打MARCTENSIA熱線:03-20921199AXCESS熱線:03-77115000瀏覽www.marctensia.comwww.axcess.com.my 以了解更多演唱會相關消息,






K-pop Super Boy band ‘Super Junior’ set to tour Malaysia in March

The K-Pop sensation continues to attack Malaysia with Super Junior, the biggest boy band group in the world to debut their Malaysia tour this March 2010 with their Super Junior, the 2nd Asia Tour, Super Show 2.
Organized by Redstar Presents, event managed by Marctensia and Warner Music as the record label, Super Junior, the 2nd Asia Tour, Super Show 2 is set to kick off on Saturday, 20th March 2009, 7.00pm at Putra Indoor Stadium, Bukit Jalil, Kuala Lumpur. Super Junior last came to Malaysia for MTV Asia Awards 2008 but this time, it’ll be their first ever concert. The biggest boy band group will present their indisputable energy and showmanship on stage.
After much negotiation with the Artiste Management, the Organizer, Redstar Presenter is most delighted to bring in one of the most popular Asian Music Act of all time, Super Junior. The group comprise of members that showcase individual talents that range from vocal powerhouse, to B-boy champions, actors, instrumentalists and tv show hosts and many more. All members come together as the one and only group Super Junior!
A worldwide pop phenomenon, Super Junior received major awards from international music channels like MTV Asia Awards to the massive market of China’s CCTV 2008 Entertainment Music Awards for Mainland’s Best Album and Mainland’s Most Popular Group and of course, their homeland Korea for their almost uncountable awards. 2009 witnessed Super Junior conquering all Awards ceremony with their album and title “Sorry, Sorry”.
Super Junior started in September 2005, making it the biggest boy band group in the world. To date the boy band has released 19 albums that include soundtracks, etc. Due to different tier of demands, Super Junior is also further divided into sub-groups, namely Super Junior-KRY, Super Junior-M and super Junior-Happy that cater for different languages and market such as Korean, Japanese and Mandarin for fans of Korea, Japan, China, Taiwan and the whole of SEA. Not only that, Super Junior’s vocals as a group in acapella and harmonization are praised by the media.
One of Super Junior’s main attractions is their ultra-energetic dance choreography that embraces hip hop, street and break dancing that makes Super Junior a group of acclaimed b-boys that showcases their acclaimed techniques of popping, waving, sliding, liquid dancing, etc.; all featured in their MVs and live concerts.
To allow Super Junior fans to access concert tickets and grab the best seats, a pre-sale period will be held from Jan 18th, 11am onwards to Jan 29th, 2010. Concert ticket prices are categorized into RM138, RM238 (numbered seats) and RM458 (numbered seats and rock pitt). Fans can purchase tickets at T-Hop Zone, 6th Floor, Sungei Wang Plaza (in-front of Green-Box Karaoke). For every purchase of 2 tickets, fans shall be entitled to a limited edition giant poster, (500 pieces only) while stock last.
For more enquiries on the concert, please log on to www.marctensia.comwww.axcess.com.my or contact 03 2092 1199 (Marctensia Hotline) and 03-77115000 (Axcess Hotline)


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well, i'll updatE wif u Guys laTer, k?? 
gOod luCk bUYing d tickets ^^