its mourning time....

you know that i'm already moving on with my life..

after being badly hurt for the past 3 months..

that i've already closed the book btwn me n dat ass****....

doe i missed him sumtimes,

but i have no intention to get him back to me,

i have no intention to make him act noticed that i'd actually exist,

nor having the intention to ruined his life..

i moved on already,

and my peeps respect my decision by not talking bout him nmore infront of me unless it was me cursing bout him...harhar..

i lurve cursing ppl.. =p

btw,

wat happened is that...

im kinda shocked when last night she suddenly asked bout that person...

i know that from 13 of my bf that i introduced to her,

only dat ass**** that seems to attract her,

and she also pursued me to be with him,

and found it weird when im not going out on weekend,

and always asked whether he;s oki or not,

or what he was being doing lately..

bla...bla..

its just hurt me when she suddenly said that i've shouldn;t be changing bf;s evry year...

she said, 

he was a great person,

why could;t you stick with one person for a long time?

T_____T

im so depressed..

only if she knew that he wasn;t as great as what he was before leaving me for that biatch...

i just don;t wanna make her to hate him,

all i can say is that he is too busy,

im also busy with my work,

and we just could.t have the time for each other..

baNG!!!!

my heart hurts...

T____T

i;ve been thinking bout this last night,

and i just dunnoe wat to say..

i just wanna get rid of him from my life,

and hoping that i will never ever see him again,

and i's even hide all the cloth i;d wore when dating him lastime,
im no longer sing 'you might come back'

its just..

im so hurt...

the wound suddenly opens..

im sad..

really sad..

i just want my guitar so that i can think of other stuffs rather than him...